But why
Do you put everyone before you
That you forget you are most important

But why
Do you think that u have to make everyone happy
That you forget
What made u happy?

But why
Do you make people your sun
That u forget
u deserve to be someone else’s sun too

But why
Do you let people think it’s okay to say those words
do u also think that too?

But why
Do u allow all of that
To be done to u;

don’t u think
u deserve a little happiness yourself

maybe we all have made mistakes

wrong decisions
people you broke the rules for
hurting the wrong people
everything you think is wrong

the thought of it never hit you
or maybe it did and you were just too afraid to face the truth
so you hide

in a living fantasy you painted all in your head
everything there is
bright happy and good

it's okay to not be okay
it's okay to have regrets sometimes

forgive yourself
because guilt is toxic
stop reliving the moment over & over (in your head)

and over 

and over

love yourself
forgive yourself